my sky is falling.

oh, nostalgia!

I hate you.

Moods like this leave me completely lost. Part of me wants to go out and meet a complete stranger. Another part of me wants to stay in and cuddle with the sappiest chick flick I can find. But when it all boils down… man. I just feel lonely. This isn’t to say that I’m looking for a relationship. To be honest I’m not sure if that’s even close to what I want right now. I just miss the attention. And then when I get in these moods, it’s like I crave it. Which would explain a shitload of what just happened in a conversation with a certain someone. Shit that’s gonna be awkward tomorrow.

QM says I can change anything I want in my reality just by focusing the energy of my consciousness on it. That by some whacked out observer/mind/consciousness wave function shit, literally any possibility is an available opportunity; the inner world overcoming the outer world. Making your own reality. Directing and forming your own impressions. I call BS.

I realize those two paragraphs have nothing to do with each other.
Do you?